Day 1

I've decided I have to change.
I had breakfast then cleaned out my cupboard. THings are so much easier to examine when clean and organised. Now I know what foods i have and what I need.
I made a shopping list of all the things i want to get at the supermarket. I left all the junk off, i want to be healthy.
Hopefully being healthy will be cheaper to.
I don't know what to cook for tea tonight though! I can't cook.
I've never had to cook before, my parents always did it.
I'm not sure how i struggled through the 1st year of uni without cooking.
But it's time to change. And diet is as good a place as any.
Yesterday i just felt the urge to eat all day, i wasn't hungry. I just felt the obsessive urge to consume. It makes me sick.

I WILL NOT become over weight.

I think i shouhd start excerising too. Gyms bore me. I might just start walking.

I walk over the hill everyday but its obviously not enough.

Next I have to get into the study. I think i'm finally ready to commit whole heartedly to it. Stop fighting it. I love learning. I'm just lazy. And i have assignments coming out my ears.

I've just been so distracted.

Now its time for FOCUS.

I will search the library catolouge.
I will make a list of books i want.
i will walk over the hill.
I will spend time researching.

I WILL get started!


(Its time i feel started)