ouch my feet hurt
i kept with all planned for yesterday. Then i decided I also need to be more social. I think I'm just anti-social by nature. I prefer my own company most of the time. Its not that I don't have friends... i just find i get easily annoyed lol
Probably with good reason.
I'm just not a people person.
But anyway I went to happy hour... had a few drinks but no plans to go into town later. Then i get asked "want to go to out later?" and i say yes even though i didnt want to... i struggle with no. And my mouth and brain seem to enjoy being separate and doing there own thing.
So came back to college.. ate.. got ready... went to someone's house where we were meant to drink before going out...
and i dont care what ANYONE says, straight midori is gross! LIke drinking straight cordial but grosser. Never again.
Then went out.
Twas a busy night, it was race day so alot of druken people though.
I was a bit bored at first, then the band started and we were all dancing so then it was ok. I really liked the band.. alot of modern rock.. was good.. play Mr.brightside.. one of my favourite songs ever. And also Franz Ferdinand's take me out. Always an apropirate "out on the town song"
Its wierd going to pubs and listening to bands, when at home its always night clubs. Dance Music. But I like that to. But I don't know... I think i'm kinda over the dance music seen. Or maybe just the people at those places. I like bands. I like giants. Damn i want to see Kimya Dawson so bad. Stupid exam on the last day of term.
I still like alot of dance music.. The presets, pnau, cut and copy, daft punk. Hrmm... maybe the reason for just liking it in general isn't there anymore? Maybe I have moved on.
Anyway. There was dancing. It was good. Except the number of sleezy drunk guys. Eww. I just freeze when anyone times to "come on to me". I'm not a physical affection person. I'm not someone people usually greet with a hug. I want to be though. Well with some people.
One guy actually asked me "will you dance with me?" which was different and nice compared to just the general puting an arm around you and hauling you in. But i feel guilty cause i missheard him and thought he said "can I get past" or something. It was a pretty crowded area of the dance floor. So i Kinda just moved to the side which he saw as rejection. Awkward. I'm such an awkward person. Is that even how you spell it? It looks awkward.
I think he was too old for me anyway. Note: I tend to thik of anyone older than about 22 too old for me. I'm weird like that. Except for Gerard Way. I don't care if he's 30 and married. He's still perfect. Although i'd probably freeze if he tried to hug me to.
I left the dancefloor to say hello to another friend I had been told had arrived. I talked to them for 5mins then decided i was hungry and wanted to go home. I went back to find the other friends I had been with all night and had arranged to get a lift back with, to find they had left with out me. Grr.
I found someone else that wanted to go and then us and my other friend got food and waited for ages at the taxi rank. Eventually geting in a maxi cab back to the uni. Which was ok cause it worked out cheaper considoring i wasn't meant to be spending any money at all.
Hrmm... I might be going to some metal gig tonight. I'll wear my Hellogoodbye shirt :P
Is there any difference between asking someone to come with you to something and asking someone to go with you?
At least I managed to go through the whole of last night without texting HIM.. i'm determined to get over it.
I will be honest
I will not lead people on
I will read the Sound and the Fury
I will have fun
I will blog
I will start my history assignment
i will plot
(dance with me?)
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